That's what I saw when I woke up. Sunlight come to my room and when I opened eyes I saw only sunlight. When I get up I noticed that it's raining too. I had hope for rainbow but I didn't see it T.T What a pity. Anyway I liked this view so I wanted show you it. ^^
What do you think about this picture ? Maybe It's not perfect and clear etc. but for me this photo have something special and show what I wanted to show you.
Sorry, that I'm a little hmm...upset [?] Just I started think a little about my future and plans. I really don't have specific plan for my life. I had dreams still keep them but I don't know what I want now. I'm not sure I want travel or go at university get good marks and maybe get work in proffessional which I got by university. How many people work after university in job for which they are prepared by universtiy ? In Poland It's not too many people, most of them work in MC.Donald or KFC or some supermarket etc. :D After high-school I also can work in supermarket or KFC so for what I need go to university in Poland ? I got some simple plans but I can make them come true ? I have no idea but I know I will keep them in my mind and if I will really believe in this plans. They will come true.
People, some are friends others are just a strangers with We just talk but don't feel close to them. I mean close like a friends. They are not people which you could trust or which accept u and are good to you, help you doesn't matter what happen. Sometimes you feel this person is important for you, spend with you time, accept you, listen you and help you when you feel down but after longer time this person start hate you without some special reason. You think it was just a game ? false ? it was friendship ? I don't know but people which know this feeling. They stop trust others at the end if They trust really easy you can broke this trust or hurt them. That's all what I think from many years. I know that almost anybody won't read it and mind what I write here. I just wanted write something from my mind. It's my space to write what I want, what I think and everything else...
Love? What is it ? I thought that it's time when two persons feel warm in hearts,feel good and trust each other. They don't need lie and hide anything. What if person which you love just destroy yourself ? slowly and slowly you stop feel this love ? you love this person and don't want lose but you feel like in cage ? that you are happy when is one week without quarrel ? finally after a couple of months you feel broken and you know that you don't feel love to this person and he became better ? change ? magic change ? can't believe it than you learned that some things which this person said to you in past and you believed in this words were just a lie ? how it happened ? how someone who you trusted so much, for who you would jump in to fire really easy just lied to you. That's mean it was love or not? how this feeling could be created into the lies ? it was just blind by love ? what is it ? I understood that love is only in family. They know about you almost everything They know real you almost all your secrets but accept you and love you, protect you and help you and you got only them when everyone leave you and can't lie to you because you know them so good and you just feel when they lie...
I didn't know what to cook today so as always made "Chinese" food. :D It' just chicken breast in soy sauce and vegetables from "Chinese mix" there were mum mushrooms etc.
mung bean sprouts. I added just bamboo and one more onion. :3 This time dish was with pasta. XD I know it completely don't fit to some Asian food because should be rice or noodles but never mind. haha It was really yummy. ^^ I love cook dish like that season them, etc. I even got book with some oriental noodles recipes. So when I will try one of it. I will tell you and show recipe to let you try cook it also. ^^ For Saturday I planing make Creme Caramel. It will be really good for desert. :)
Hah I know this note is so long. Therefore maybe less people will read it but I believe in you. ;) Now I wanna show you guys next violin cover. I think it's really great cover one of my favourite European songs! I like violin covers so much so I want share with you my love to violin. I hope you will enjoy it. ^w^ I promise you that it isn't last violin cover for you. haha ;)
One Direction - One Thing - Jun Sung Ahn Violin Cover
Trzymajcie się ^^
super notka :D
ReplyDeleteCałkiem fajny post, taki inny. :)
ReplyDeleteŚwietna piosenka . :)
+ Zdjęcie mi się bardzo podoba. :)
Widze tu jakieś rozkminy nad życiem .^^
Wygląda smakowicie to Twoje danie.^^
Haha koleżanka była tak zaangażowana w grę że nawet nie poczuła uderzenia :D w każdym razie fajnie to wyglądało :D
ReplyDelete1D <33
Zostałaś otagowana na moim blogu. :)
ReplyDeleteZapraszam. :)
Hey thank you dear :) To be honest I really like personal posts. With all this "fashion wohoouu crazy crazy" out there I really like to read about more serious stuff.
ReplyDeleteI also don't have specific plans for my life (I mean I would LOVE to work for the UN or EU later on but that's very ambitious of me). And you know what? It's a good think to be a little unsure about this. It will make you become more open and you will grasp more opportunities ♪ Just imagine how boring life would be if we knew what we are and what we do when we are older.
Keki ♥
Widze, że coś dołka chyba masz co?
ReplyDeleteWitaj w klubie (=_=)" To chyba brak zajęcia
i ta pogoda nas tak dobija i skłania
do takich myśli (V_V )""
Trzymaj się tam jakoś~ People and love
przyjdzie (oby) kiedyś samo (^_^ )♥
Remember That people do not break contact with someone for no reason. Think about yourself first.
ReplyDeleteNot only a family can give love.
Family is based on love.
When you find love. Marry the right person. You will give love to your children like your family gives it to you .
Im sure you will find right person : ) Just believe it and everything will be fine : )
If person who spend with you time, accept you, listen you and help you when you feel down start to hate you must have special reason .
ReplyDeleteSo or this person is not normal or you hurt this person : )
Greetings from germany !! : D
może dodaj tłumacz ;>?
ReplyDeleteobserwujemy?
a przepraszam nie zauważyłam ;)
ReplyDeleteUważam że jeśli jakiś twój przyjaciel przestał się do ciebie odzywać to musi być jakiś powód...albo skrzywdziło go parę słów albo jakaś sytuacja w której brałaś udział jakieś twoje zachowanie...można by było wiele wymieniać ale jeśli ci zależy na tej osobie (jako przyjaciel) to powinnaś starać się to wyjaśnić, skontaktować się z tą osobą (napisać jakąś wiadomość czy coś) i nigdy z tym nie zwlekać bo to by oznaczało że nie zależy ci na tej osobie i nigdy tobie nie zależało...w końcu lepiej spróbować szukać rozwiązań niż się kłócić i "obrzucać błotem" bo z złym nastawieniem zostanie się kiedyś samemu w czterech ścianach samotności...
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